you are a broken house with smashed windows
and ivy growing between your fingers
you are fragile and with every
creaking footstep on the stairs you pray so
hard that you have let the right one in
there will be people,
people with minds so blissfully ignorant that
they walk right through you and do not
see the splintered furniture residing within your
body, you are invisible to them,
and sometimes
you wonder if you are even there
but then there are other people -
people worth staying standing for,
people who will walk in and gently run their
fingers along the parts of yourself that
you forgot were even there,
people who will explore your
when i brew silence for one, it
gathers arched and unkindly,
stretching like camel skin over
a tambourine into the distant
sciamachy of mágoa, bubbling
at our transparent
surfaces.
do not
recidivate with me; if you
must, cater to my finifugal
genuflection.
i wait for yugen, breaking
my horizon with the vermillion
of your universe where
the cafuné we share over
sleepy cups of dormiveglia,
is no longer a privilege but
the resfeber that settles
and sinks till it is permanent.
as i harvest silence on my own, i still
watch brontide after brontide
escape the nooks of your half-
perpendicular jaw, dreading
the war your metanoia m
your bones are small,
but strong
like your heart,
they've never been broken
oh child,
stay away from the world
oh child,
i hope you never
realize
that dreams only
last for the night
i have decided
that our bodies are just vessels,
houses rather than homes
and i am a one story,
white-washed wonder
with every light left on
underneath my skin
Your life is not a British television show by HecticHarmony, literature
Literature
Your life is not a British television show
People on social media sites
tend to glorify things that hurt.
They brag about things
that people struggle with.
Mental illness is not a label.
It is not a badge nor a privilege
or something you have to earn.
People suffer,
they battle voices in their heads
that they do not even recognize.
People struggle to tame
their inner demons
and keep up an image
that the world expects them to uphold.
Mental illness is not cute,
being so anxious you cannot speak is not a quirk.
Relying on people to take care of you is not romantic.
News flash!
Your life is not an episode of Skins
The idea of Effy and Freddie is fictional,
no one is going to save yo
Counting Starfish to Fall Asleep by betwixtthepages, literature
Literature
Counting Starfish to Fall Asleep
I wonder if you wonder
how it goes,
how it was, how it should be
on Tuesday mornings
lost
in the reef
when the stars fade to blue.
Drifting into five AM,
half of myself
is listless--
for you, for him.
Ugly
and void
and landlocked.
Dear poetry:
for what it's worth
I am not your ocean girl.
I am just trying to sleep.
i.
sometimes when i wake up
before the sun rises, when i’m all alone
and it feels like i might be the only person in the world
i notice that my face is wet
and i wonder if it’s because
i’ve been swimming with you in my dreams
ii.
i remember you
in the summer nights under the corsican stars
and the warmth of your skin in the cold seawater
i remember
how the phosphorescence coated our bodies
as we swam together,
the salty tang of the ocean and your fingers up my spine
and us glowing like soft stars in the night
i remember how i wished it could last forever
iii.
now i wonder if the tides and my tears
were so different a
reasons why we should be in love by intricately-ordinary, literature
Literature
reasons why we should be in love
if I could
I’d love you like
those couples who grow
into each other and make
poetry out of body language
and wear one another’s
weaknesses when they get
too heavy and talk about
the weather without ever really
meaning the weather at all;
and you’d keep me from
falling asleep in the ocean
and I’d lie about little
things, always confusing
Sunday for Tuesday and
you for somebody with
the same face who
was always afraid of
me. you’d chuckle and
hold me and I’d cave in to
you like the hungry tide
and you’d say I looked
beautiful when I cried
and I wouldn’t believe you
but I’d cry more anyw